Fall in love with someone who wants you, who waits for you. who understands you even in the madness; someone who helps you, and guides you, someone who is your support, your hope. fall in love with someone who talks with you after a fight. Fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. Do not fall in love only with a body or with a face; or with the idea of being in love
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I loved him very much - more than I could trust myself to say - more than words had power to express.
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It’s gotten to the point where I physically can’t breathe when a certain song comes on, one of ours. I have all of this bottled up emotion, words left unsaid; but even if I say them it won’t heal this pain I feel inside. I’m aching and restless, I miss you, but you don’t miss me. I guess I should’ve saw it coming, I was warned about you. Bittersweet. The memories; good, amazing, actually; but they hurt, oh they hurt so bad. Maybe I’ll be over you, maybe I won’t. I’ll have to keep going to figure that out, right? Keep going, wondering if you still care or if you ever cared at all? That’s how it’ll always be with us isn’t it? You leave, making me feel stupid for allowing you inside in the first place, then you come back and make everything okay again. What I need to know now is, should I wait for things to be okay, or should I just learn to live with the fear that things will never ever be the same no matter how much I want them to be? I’ll never receive an answer to that question because my mind knows what my heart doesn’t want to believe: you’re gone for good.
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